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i talked to nasuha on the phone just now.
aw man i miss her sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!
and afifaaaaah and ameeeeraa and aneeeesaa!
sigh.
i dont think we can all reunite any time soon.
that is just so sad.
nasuha will be getting her driving license (!!!) in about 2 mths time and she cant get out of malaysia for a bleedin' SIX MONTHS! so thats quite impossible for all of us to meet up. the bestest solution is we all go to KL! (: or else, i suggest nasuha should be smuggled out like drugs. hahahah.

sigh i feel like i'm missing so many things so badly.
there's nothing to look forward to now..
so boring.
ughh.

anyways... i miss the old days.
back when i wasnt going to be 20yrs old in 3 yrs time.

omg iman was sooo small then. hahah

insyirah's lap dance on me. gosh. look at me. in PAIN.

hahaha

safa and me. i was her husband then. we went out to do our Information Literacy project.

actually, i have LOTS more picturess to add. but it's late now, like 12.17. too lazy already. and i feel nauseous. ill update more another time. kay good night!

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNMEI, ERWIN AND GINA!

(:

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im so drained out.
my eyes have extra eyebags. more than the usual.
ahhh.

maybe im just not used to sleeping at about 2am every night.
this just wont do.
i keep waking up late
as late as 7am... that i lost count of the number of times ive been late to school.

there is simply no time to finish up homework and recap what was taught and prepare for the next lessons.
no time at all.
but like what adam khoo said, if other people can do it, why cant i? our brains are all similar anyways. fyi, i bought this motivational book by adam khoo recommended by my aunt. heh. i read it after doing my hw if i dont feel sleepy. (: if i dont read his book, i'd read SHOPAHOLIC AND BABY. i dunno if its me or what, but i kinda find it boring now. all the shopaholic series kinda have the same story line. maybe it's the state im in. those kinda books are meant to be read only when i wanna waste time. hahah. i do find one part funny though. i didnt memorise the passage word for word but it goes smth like this..

becky was meddling with the ultrasound thing to look at the baby inside the womb.. she wasnt supposed to without the sonographer around. luke is becky's husband la k.
becky: luke!! look at our baby! ohh thats the head!!
luke: where's the face?
becky: i dunno.. its probably facing the other way round.
sonographer: mrs brandon (becky), you're looking at ur bladder...

i couldnt help but laugh at the dumbness!
hahah

anyways, my eyelids are halfclosed now.
i cant think straight i think.
just now, hayati and i couldnt understand what we were talking about.
hahahah

k ill just end the post here.
byee

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i miss malay lessons in opss! sigh. that was done by cikgu cheah btw. the one in black ink was done by me la, quite ugly i know. hahah. the madness of our(S2 and S1) malay class.. those were the days... now.. all we talk about in malay class(actually it's only the cikgu.. ) is how we should read 'dewan masyarakat'... abt boring stuff ah.. err.. only one or two lessons were fun though. like when we got to play Sahiba (malay version of Scrabble). and when farah was still in our malay class, she openly asked cikgu if his son was goodlooking! ahahahh.

aaaand... my mom asked me to scan this into the comp. lol. the one in red WAS me.. i was sitting on my ex maid, tante paini... the boy in blue's my brother.. the baby was my sister and the young lady there was my mom. hahah. ok not much elaboration... i know i looked kinda stupid. im so sad you know. im sad that i feel like the childhood pictures i have are not cute. HAHAH.

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I WANNA READ SHOPAHOLIC AND BABY!!!
ok i hinted at my aunt and she said she's gonna get it for me as a present!
heehee.
i love her. (not because she's gonna buy me the book la, but cos i just love her okay. cos she's my Cik Cah! heehee)


had cross country yesterday.
i jogged for awhile with diy, but gave up less than half way through because we couldnt care less. hahah. so we walked all the way back. so many obstacles you know, during the 3.2km "jog". like.. i had a sudden attack of short stomachache. it was bearable. bahahah.

anyways after that, i went to eat at banquet at parkway parade with syu, diy and the rest of the AI pple. nurul left earlier. :(( hahah. walked around PP and i aimed the shoes i want already! heehee. err... oh ya then took bus 31 with diy to toapayoh. we walked arnd there and saw lots of lovely things!!! ahhhh!! okay diy bought 3 pairs of nice earrings and then we took the mrt to go home.

nothing much happened throughout the day... i think. oh yeah. at night i watched this korean movie i think.. at channel U. the one at 11.30PM to 2.00AM.. OMG IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL i almost teared at some scenes. SO SWEEEET LA! i dont even know the title! hahah.. sigh. sigh sighhhh... i love it!

errmmmm.... i dunno what else to update about. CLIQUE GATHERING ON TUESDAY!
CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU PEOPLE!
YAYYY!!

k bye!

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i cannot take the critisism anymore.
what is SO bad about YJ ah?
just because the cutoff point is 20???
so, that makes YJ lousy is it?

ive been getting this a LOT.

a lot of pple: so where u going?
me: YJ
a lot of pple: WHY?!!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?????!!!

no matter which JC anyone goes to, we all take the same paper for the A levels right?
no matter which JC anyone goes to, if the person is lazy, he will still do badly right?
so whats the problem?

i mean if i were to stay in serangoon, then ill most probably choose nanyang or serangoon lah.
if i were to stay in jurong, i would wanna go jjc.
i really dont care which jc i go to.
because at the end of the day, IF (hopefully) i get to a university, which jc i went to wouldnt matter anymore. because it is JUST a jc.
plus, i dont wish to wake up at 4am or 5am in the morning just to spend millions of hours to get to that top school or whatsoever. time is just so precious.
even if the further and 'better' school ends earlier than YJ, the timing for me to reach home would be the same if i were to stay in YJ. dont you think?

and FYI, yjc is not a lousiest in singapore.
it's been top ten since 2 yrs ago i think.
i dunno abt where it'll stand this yr...
so it's really not bad.
and its cutoff point is 20 because not many pple chose it cos of their stereotypical mindsets.

im not typing all these down because im being patriotic about yj or because i LOVE yj endlessly or anything.. its because of how pple seem to gape at me when i tell them im staying in yj. its because they seem to think im some kind of freak who chose yj when i could have gone somewhere else like a 'better' school(wth). so there, all thats been kept inside me all this while... are OUT, finally. i feel so much better.


okay...

jogathon at east coast park tomorrow.
sigh so lazy to go.
i wanna go back to orchidpark. maybe not. i dunno
haha'

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i just read munyra's blog..
issit coincidence or what?
i dreamt about mr naufal last night too.
and in that dream, i cried too.
i dreamt i told him i cant believe what you said was true!
my name was really up there!
and im so sorry i got a c6 for bio!!
and i couldnt stop crying.

i think we are all affected one way or another by our bio results.
even though some got b3, i think they still feel bad..
everytime i think about, the guilt is there.
it's like thinking where did i go wrong?

but then again, what's done cannot be undone.
i guess we just have to move on, even though memories and tragedies are hard to be forgotten and let go.
i guess most of us cannot help but feel bad because mr naufal has made a great impact in our lives. can anyone deny that? the answer is no.

sigh.
anyways, aside from that, like i said in my previous posts, i am quite pleased with my results, although there was a weeny bit of disappointment here and there, some grades are pretty surprising!

like for combined science, i thought i TOTALLY screwed up physics and a bit of chem but i managed an A2, which ive never gotten before. and for humanities, gosh... thank GOD. i got an A2 too, like never before because i thought i wrote mostly crap for SBQ. and and ENGLISH! whoa, MORE SURPRISING. B3. hurhur. and MALAY TOO! A2! finally a distinction! hahahah. the disappointment was Amath and Emath.. and Bio :( i expected to get A1 for my mathsss, got A2s instead. nvm la. I'm contented with 13 points for L1R5. my parents are happy. my family is happy. my aunties and uncles are happy. my grandmother is happy. my friends are happy. my wish came true.. my prayers were answered... thank you Allah.




anyways anyways...
yesterday was CVD!!
i would like to thank hayati, her sister, sarah, ridhwan and my brother for coming and going to my class' HANUTED MANSION. hehee

it was so fun after we cleaned up the place!

ok lemme start from the beginning

met up with diy and nurul at about 9,45 i think (we're supposed to reach sch at 9.30 heh)
reached there, immediately helped out.
'surprised' syu with sushis hahahah, she's been eatin sushis for 5 days straight.
diy's and my treat! (:
shared with some pple in the class.

we made walls for the haunted mansion.
ok this is getting boring.

hahah
okay ill just highlight the keypoints okay.

met up with my bro, sarah and ridhwan then hayati and her sis.. brought them around.. went to the haunted mansion. i was leading them and scaring myself out because i didnt know what was gonna happen inside la. hahah. it was bleedin dark inside. haha

ok so we chilled for a bit and i had to go help out.. i was one of the phantoms!! so fun to scare people who got scared. it was TOTALLY NOT FUN when i got abused! some of them came in and started screaming like shit and when they saw me and diy, they started pulling our masks. i was punched on the lips. the guys pulled and pushed me. they poked us with light sticks! omgsh complete harrassment man. so i gave them my utter high pitch scream.. they failed to retort and left. bwahahah. quite hilarious la. hehe

we collected more than 500bucks!

after we closed down (because there was no more scared people around), we had to clear up all the mess. before that, michael jackson's thriller song was playing so we (diy, james and me and shirley) danced around in the dark! hahahahah ESPECIALLY JAMES AND DIYANAH! DAMN FUNNY! i think then nigel and kelvin came in and we all tore down the thrash bags from the ceiling! so fun! after cleaning up we took lots and lots of photos with shirley's asshole inside the container classroom. ok that sounds VERY WRONG. i mean we took photos with james, whom shirley calls an asshole. hahahaah. yeah. he also calls shirley an asshole so no difference la, they are both assholes. lol. then jamie came in, we camwhored! hahah. then gabriel also came in and we took somemore pics. vivian came in we took SOMEMORE pics! lol, ok so there were millions of photos. when everyone else was done with their mess, we (diy, shirley, me) met up with royston and we went to macdonalds to eat. reached home at 11+++, was extremely exhausted.

so anyways, without further ado (hurhur), those who wants to look at my wonderful photos.. here they are! (:




freaky eyeballs


in the middle of the haunted mansion - chilling


shelby and james.. hmmm


scarecrow


nurul and me


diy and me


assholes


james




self-timer! hahah


the remaining few. (:


VAMPIRES!
jamie and gabriel! hahah


thats nurul and me!

mwahahahah..

alright! i cant possibly show you ALL the pics right. ahah.
didnt get to take pics with Syu today, cos she left earlier.
nurul left without saying goodbye. booohoooo. how could you?? hahah

err what else ah.
nothing much lah.
overall, yesterday was a great day. ;)

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ive been typing sooooo much for this past few hours.
i think i should stop now.
time to sleep.
CVD tmrw.
hmm

ill update abt my results another time!
HEEHEE!

congrats to everyone who's done welll!!!
wooohoooo!

good night!

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i am pleasantly elated.
it was so unexpected.
thank you God.

what mr naufal said was true.
just believe in yourself.

thank you all the teachers (:
i love orchid park. heehee.

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can you believe it?
it's results day ALREADY?
i am feeling nervous, just like everyone else.
i dont wanna talk about it.

so anyways... yj rocks.
hurhur.
have been taking photos a lot for the past few days.

tuesday was funny.
my class threw a birthday party for jessica and.. me. -_-
hahah
it's so funny cos it's not even my birthday.
but belated la.
so yeah i appreciate it LOTS.
kinda embarrassing though.
lol




the girls (some missing)


the guys (some missing as well.)

PE on tuesday was way fun-ner than usual too.
we played frisbee!
and my team won!
woohoooo!
AI pple rocks at playing frisbee, like TOTALLY. hahah

after PE.. camwhoring session. hurhur








thats james and desmond.


im so fat right. hurhur. tuck in seh.


it was also sort of farah's last day with us in the malay class cos she decided she wants to take malay lit, so change class LOR. hahah
looks like the malay class is getting smaller-er and smaller-er!
four girls and a male cikgu.
hahah



ok lemme introduce to you pple the crazy pple kay.
from left: diyanah - laughing machine, farahin - sweeeet angelic voice!, nurul - she loves to praise herself. hahahah, syu - one word. CRAZY, and me [insert description here yourself] hee

on wednesday... jamie came over to my house and WE MADE BLOOOOOD!


yup

and and.. we realised we suck at cooking - in a way..
LOL

yeah alright... there's nothing much to describe.
i just wanna say that ive enjoyed my stay in YJ
and i hope i can continue staying there - and BUCK UP on my bio and chem and econs and gp and EVERYTHING la.
i hope i'll get 20points or less.
i know everyone seems to be like "YOU CAN DO IT ONE LOR!".
but it seems like i dont think so.
sigh.

okay more pics.
and then im off to change to go to school and help out with CVD!

oh yeah, EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO YJ'S CELEBRATING VALUES DAY TOMORROW.
CHECK OUT MY CLASS' HAUNTED MANSION KAY?
JUST ENTER THE SCHOOL, YOU SEE A CONTAINER, IT'S THERE LA K.
SO, SEE YA TOMORROW!
AND ALL THE BEST TO THOSE GETTING BACK THEIR RESULTS TODAY!
i know it's kinda too late.. who'd go online now right?
hurhur



izzah!! - another crazy person hahah


(:


jessica and jamie


jamie, nurul and shelby!


TATA!

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better blog now before i have no time to blog again!
heehee

anyways, celebrated syafiqah's bday ystd.

met up with ruzaini, sarah and another 2 friends of theirs at food republic (im sorry i forgot the names. my brain functions exceptionally slow at night.. but i think they're nazura and farhana issit? haha SORRY)
then met up with their friend firdaus at fareast..
then haikal..
and then huda.
THEN syafiqah herself.. lol
and amelia - finale. hahah

sakura was FULL la.
but we managed to get 9 seats eventually.

we got syafiqah's SEVENTEEN GIFTS!
it was so funny when she saw the presents.
hahaha


birthday girl!


while waiting for seats..



the girrrlls. (:


all of us!

oh yeah. where's amelia you might ask?
haha
she had work.. so we met up with her at the mrt station at 8.45 or so.
then we walked around wisma..
we were looking at amelia's, syafiqah's and huda's dream phone when my mom demanded i go home that instant.
so then we met haikal and firdaus outside wisma and then took the train back home.
syafiqah alighted at novena cos she was meeting her mom there..
amelia, huda, haikal and me dropped off at yishun.
haikal was meeting his mom. haha
i went off to meet my parents who were picking me up cos they just finished shopping at amk ntuc fairprice xtra. thankfully no naggings or whatsoever for the night.

i was surprised i could even go out for DINNER with my friends, in the evening!
i wished hayati was there.
i wonder how her class outing went..
heehee//

so anyways, this morning my grandmother said i shouldnt be out late too much (???)
she said the maximum time for a girl like me to go home is 8pm.
sigh.
nvm la, for my own good.
heh



oh yeah, i saw NAWFAL ystd.
he was very grumpy i think.
becos he's teething.
how cute
and he's got chicken pox..still.
he's still adorable!
cannot help it.

i havent uploaded his photo yet though.
next time ah.

okayy i better go do my hw now!
malay compo and gp paper2 compre!
grrr.
i feel like im taking o lvls all over again.
haha
tata~!

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hrmm... had OGL interview just now.
i have doubts about becoming an OGL ah.
i dont feel so enthu out of a sudden...
hmm
it's like a mixed feeling of wanting the role and reluctance.
sigh i dunno la!
haha

oh well..
anyways...

the job i was talking about in the previous previous post is actually tutoring my old time friend... kasidah. (:



it's been like 4 or 5 yrs since we last met?
back when we were in primary six! hahah
anyways, this girl here.. ive known her since we were 7..
i remember this:

kas: madhiah... who is your bestfriend?
me: you lah.

hahahaha that's so cute right.
that was in 1997!
hahah


dental appointment this saturday...
then i might get to see NAWFAL again! and ameera! and aneesa!



he's getting cuter-er as the weeks go by!
lol


oh yeah, nasuha...
here's the pic
(:



btw, ive bought the smth like the hello! card already!
can call kl for freeeee~!

had math test just now..
im not sure if i can pass anot.
:S

results next week!
i shall enjoy WHILE I STILL CAN and save the nervousness for the day itself.
hurhur

syafiqah's birthday tomorrow!
finally another 17yrold, like me.
hahah//

i 'crashed' into lit class just now.
watched a weeny bit of Fight Club.
i rmbr watching it in ameera's room.
aww i miss watching movies in ameera's and aneesa's room!
heehee.

i laugh a lot these days.
i hope it's not a bad sign...
it's so hard not to laugh with crazy pple enveloping me.
hahahah

alright, ive got to go.
GP's calling..
oh how i love GP.
-rolls eye-

i hope blogger would cooperate this time.
i dont wanna re-type everything again.
bye!

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